smoke & mirrors (vulpinegrrrl) wrote,
smoke & mirrors
vulpinegrrrl

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pieces are missing

i woke up with bruises and scratches on my hands and arms, coughing with a headache. tequila.

so yesterday: put some time in at the office, volunteered a bit, headed out for a drink, called the darling boy with birthday wishes and, after hanging up, proceeded to grow angry.

everything's a trigger. there is no place for that story to "begin".

i eventually hopped a train and grabbed a cab home. passed out on a couch upstairs.

...

choking on restlessness. anxiously watching ennui pool. this is fuckin' ridiculous.

love and pleasure abound. i don't know how such small things are managing to overshadow them. rather, i don't know why.

lies.

i do this to myself. same as always.
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